Day 38...

Not alot going on right now.   Just waiting for my appointment on Thursday.   Please pray for me as I will have to start making decisions on what to do about treatment.  It has felt kind of normal the last week, which scares me.  I don't ever want to get to the point of the "everyday" again.  I am not perfect by no means but I want to be my best for the Lord at all times.  As I sit here in Jackson, Mississippi tonight I realize how much I miss my family and friends right now.  I am travelling on business and will be in Mississippi for the next two nights.  It seems like forever.  Funny how just six months ago I was runner up on a position at work that would have had me travelling 50% of the time.   God knew what I needed and made sure that I didn't get that job or other jobs that I applied for over the last year.  He knew I would not be able to handle being away that much.  I have been overwhelmed a lot over the last few weeks.  Overwhelmed that God would want to use a person like me to point to Him.  I have had several opportunities to share about God from my circumstances and I praise Him for giving the opportunity.